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03/03/2011

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LOL. Not social studies. It sucks.
HELLO! I've missed weebly. I miss typing down shits.
Where have I been? Well... I have been in school and outside. Obviously no access to weebly. :( And that just sucks. Am @ Frontier library now. That explains. :) Life has been... no I shall not judge you. Haha. Lame. -__- Crap much. People are craps. Some of them really don't think at all. Yeah sure. Go on and continue with whatever shits you are doing and then regret later. I do not give a f... It's just immature of you, I swear. I WOULD love to advise you on relationships but no thank you. I would love to just watch the show quietly like in the cinema. Bye.
 
 
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OK. I know I've not been updating this. Sorry lah. Hehe.
So, how's everyone? Been great, no? NO. Not great. I'm stuck with stupid homework. School has been such a bit... Yeah ok. So far, so good. Doing pretty well. Especially science. I'm just so looking forward the lessons cause Tobias a.k.a. Tuo Ye, my guardian angel is the cutest creature. K, let's not talk about school, shall we?

Life... It hasn't been kind to me lately. It's just so bizzare and gay. People are stupid... erm... and more. Haha. Oh! I finally got my lovely little baby Last Sacrifice! Hehehehehe. Yes, I still do love Adrian Ivashkov. Oh yeah, and erm Ryan Higa. And... Lord Voldemort. Hah! So I'm at Dinie's crib now with Deena and Ismail. Yeah ok. Say hi to the gays. Haha. Bye. I'm just so lazy to contiue with my boring life.
 
 
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I am with Lady Gaga.
 
 
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K, tu aku budak pemalas. Aku tak nak buat keje rumah. Aku nak makan aje.

Ah SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Chey, my ass la. 1 more day only. You guys ah, cannot wait is it?! Will be going off to Batam tomorrow afternoon. :( I'll miss you guys! Do not miss me. Who wants to miss me? Pui. LOL. Will be back on Sunday, I think. Whatever, no need to go to school on Monday ah like that, can? Saturday = Haiqal's final. Alaaaaaaa, I want go watch la. :( Good luck handsome brother. I love you! Muah.

Okay la, like this la. Since it's going to be hari raya soon... - eff it! it's already beside me!!! - Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslimin and muslimah. K, I don't know how to do this la so I'll just end of with this:
I'm not perfect, nobody is. We all make mistake. I forgive you, You forgive me. Let's start a new and not talk so we won't end up fighting k? You sit quietly one corner eat your kuih muih, I do the same and we can live in peace. You stare at me, I poke your eyes, we fight again then go through fasting again, Hari Raya, forgive each other. Fight somemore, we go to hell. Hahaha. K lah, everyone. Maaf zahir dan batin. Makan minum aku halalkan ye. Aku tau aku suka memekak tapi apa aku kesah. Kau orang bergembira sahaja lah okay! PEACE~
 

Diam.

09/06/2010

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Two nights @ Wawan's crib: Sat & Sun. Cute little kids can murder me. LOL.
My morning flu came back since Sat night. It's irritating. So cold. Brrr~ Nightmares. Surprisingly, I wasn't terrified in the dreams like I used to but cried when I woke up. Yup, that sucks. "Do not imagine. Do not imagine." Somehow if you do, you're inviting them. Yes, that piece of advice is still stuck in my head. Thanks ah Wan.

I need help with algebra. I need the right teacher: Wyza. Yep. Thanks Wawan and Fahmi. Helped a lot. :) HAHAHA. Cb, sarcastic much. I'm having a terrible headache right now la please. Tsk. Hari Raya is around the corner. Are you ready kids? Aye aye captain! I can't hear youuuuuu. SHUT UP CAPTAIN. OOOOOOOO. Ok bye.
 
 
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"You can quit now and find a job but you won't earn much." Seriously, that was not needed. Fortunately, I managed to hold it right there and not burst into tears. Phew. Though, I couldn't when I was talking to Shasha. K, shh. So anyway, I seriously need to bulk up on my studies. The result wasn't that bad though, there's still sooooooooo much space to improve. I'm glad I've got an A1 for History. I'm going to make good use of this coming "hoilday" a.k.a. study break. I badly need to stay put. We shall see if my life is any better after my O's. Poly, I shall. Uni? Let's see.

Raya is just around the corner. Nice. What am I to do now? LOL. Oh eee-yeah, I wanna buy Spirit Bound! Yes yes yes! Eh Iszuan, you will survive, love. Don't give up. <3
 
 
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From dear Roy. <3
I'm back at the starting point again. What a loser. Useless now, am I not? I don't usually do this. I don't encourage myself to think very lowly of myself. Anyway, I was interrogated yesterday and I have to crack my brain again. Decision making... Shall I or shall I not? Eh crap. I hate this. Let's just stay la can?

School is being hard on me. Teachers are being hard on my class. We are like prisoners. "You're under parole." Yah yah, my foot. Science? I shall aim for a pass. Not 'just pass'. Yes, I shall!
History was (Y) Had a quick quiz just now. It's rather friendly towards me. :) Oh, I'm so glad but I'm stuck in between (ANOTHER DECISION MAKING?!!!) Literature and History. 
I do realise I'm actually a okay with math - algebra. The thing is, I can't really keep the formulas inside my dear brain. Nak masuk ITE ke cik kak? Tak nak kan. BULK UP LA GILA. I was tutored by Liu Ying the whole lesson. I didn't listen to my math teacher. I need one to one tutoring. Awww, that's so sad. Mama, get me a private tutor. Ha-ha-ha, dalam mimpi. Mendaki kau tak nak pergi, But seriously, I think private tution will help me.
MT kefahaman: 38/40. Ooo, my luck is back! Haha, suck on that, DAHLEA! I was surprised to see my mark. I thought one of the first section questions was where my mistake lies on but when I look through it, I've gotten them all correct. OMG. Pat on the back. I love myself. How I wish EOY paper is that easy. -.-
I'm done with School Run by Sophie King. Alhamdulillah. So now I can start on my Vampire Academy book four. (Y) Gimme some peace. Loves. Oh yeah, I would love corn rows for Hari Raya! Please mama!
 
 
This date marks my worst day of my life within the fasting month. Ah well, what can I do right? It all started last night. Mind you, I died last night. I'm back alive again when a black cat crossed over me in the morning today but died again after that cause some people just can't see me live in peace. They just doesn't seem to know the meaning of "Private Life" and some people needs space. Well, I gues they are just too stupid to know that they have brains to think? Yeah I'll take that as an excuse, sure. And then, I stayed in bed for the rest of the day crying my whole lungs out into the pillows. Who cares.
And when just as I thought I could smile back, more people came and loaded more unhappiness into me. Yeah what the fuck? I know. Somehow I became breatheless and by the time I finished sreaming at them through the internet, I became sick. Caught a slight fever for a while and I thought I could cry again but I was just too tired. Seriously, I think I should just hang them on a tree somewhere far from here or something.

I'm thinking of experimenting myself. On Monday, I would just stay as quiet as possible and not talk to anybody. Only when need to. Cause I'm sick of talking already since people just don't care or even some just couldn't stop their mouth and be a sherlock. Mulut tempayan. Seesh. Seriously guys, go to hell already. I reflected on myslf already. I'm rather very talkative. Well, at least I know when to not bitch about people. I know the limit to criticise. I know some people have their own special needs so I let that through. So if you bitches out there somehow have your own special needs, do tell me. You know like, ADHD? Senang hidup aku, tak payah dapat dosa. I need to learn how to cool myself down and stop talking. :) Jangan salahkan aku kalau dunia kau tiba-tiba sunyi k? LOL. What do you guys care right? I know I know.


Psst; NATHAN SYKES IS SO CUTE. Diam Ira, diam. BUT, SERIOUSLY, HE'S SO CUTE LA CAN??? K bye.
 
 
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I was retaking my standing board jump.
PE Teacher: She (referring to me) looks like a quite, nice girl ah.
Me: ?
PE Teacher: But actually, she's very naughty.
Me: ??
PE Teacher: Prefect somemore.
Me: *stops swinging and turns to him* ???
PE Teacher: Continue, continue!
Me: -.-

 
 
Haiqal is having a fever. :( My brotherrrrrrrr <3 Get well soon kiddo.
Today was hectic. I swear. So many teachers giving our class effing feedbacks. Frankly speaking, I don't know what hell they were saying. Practically cause I wasn't paying much attention and I was damn sleepy. My eyes were heavy, they could shut and never open again. Well, of course that was an exaggeration. Anyway, even though I don't actually know what today was all about, I sure do catch some of the words. I have to sadly admit that my class has changed a lot. Well, one or two should have know the limits. Right, I don't think I want to continue this. I had enough actually, really.

I guess I  should really bulk up. It's freaking streaming this year! Tapi aku malas la nak pergi mendaki - as much as I hate this freaking keyboard. Campak kau luar tingkap baru tau. Ah well. They're asking me, "Who you like?" Eff-you-see-kay. I don't have tiiiiiime for all these nonsense. I swear. Seesh. I'm staying as this till I-know-when la. Tsk. Sibuk sangat kenape la eh? Bye.



P/S: Fahmi, kau jahat. :(