This date marks my worst day of my life within the fasting month. Ah well, what can I do right? It all started last night. Mind you, I died last night. I'm back alive again when a black cat crossed over me in the morning today but died again after that cause some people just can't see me live in peace. They just doesn't seem to know the meaning of "Private Life" and some people needs space. Well, I gues they are just too stupid to know that they have brains to think? Yeah I'll take that as an excuse, sure. And then, I stayed in bed for the rest of the day crying my whole lungs out into the pillows. Who cares.
And when just as I thought I could smile back, more people came and loaded more unhappiness into me. Yeah what the fuck? I know. Somehow I became breatheless and by the time I finished sreaming at them through the internet, I became sick. Caught a slight fever for a while and I thought I could cry again but I was just too tired. Seriously, I think I should just hang them on a tree somewhere far from here or something.
I'm thinking of experimenting myself. On Monday, I would just stay as quiet as possible and not talk to anybody. Only when need to. Cause I'm sick of talking already since people just don't care or even some just couldn't stop their mouth and be a sherlock. Mulut tempayan. Seesh. Seriously guys, go to hell already. I reflected on myslf already. I'm rather very talkative. Well, at least I know when to not bitch about people. I know the limit to criticise. I know some people have their own special needs so I let that through. So if you bitches out there somehow have your own special needs, do tell me. You know like, ADHD? Senang hidup aku, tak payah dapat dosa. I need to learn how to cool myself down and stop talking. :) Jangan salahkan aku kalau dunia kau tiba-tiba sunyi k? LOL. What do you guys care right? I know I know.
Psst; NATHAN SYKES IS SO CUTE. Diam Ira, diam. BUT, SERIOUSLY, HE'S SO CUTE LA CAN??? K bye.
And when just as I thought I could smile back, more people came and loaded more unhappiness into me. Yeah what the fuck? I know. Somehow I became breatheless and by the time I finished sreaming at them through the internet, I became sick. Caught a slight fever for a while and I thought I could cry again but I was just too tired. Seriously, I think I should just hang them on a tree somewhere far from here or something.
I'm thinking of experimenting myself. On Monday, I would just stay as quiet as possible and not talk to anybody. Only when need to. Cause I'm sick of talking already since people just don't care or even some just couldn't stop their mouth and be a sherlock. Mulut tempayan. Seesh. Seriously guys, go to hell already. I reflected on myslf already. I'm rather very talkative. Well, at least I know when to not bitch about people. I know the limit to criticise. I know some people have their own special needs so I let that through. So if you bitches out there somehow have your own special needs, do tell me. You know like, ADHD? Senang hidup aku, tak payah dapat dosa. I need to learn how to cool myself down and stop talking. :) Jangan salahkan aku kalau dunia kau tiba-tiba sunyi k? LOL. What do you guys care right? I know I know.
Psst; NATHAN SYKES IS SO CUTE. Diam Ira, diam. BUT, SERIOUSLY, HE'S SO CUTE LA CAN??? K bye.
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